In Limbo

Where to go? What to do? These are the questions asking myself tonight. I'm back in my hometown of Muncie, IN for a week visiting my family. It's 2 am and I have questions I can't seem to answer. My residence is still Boston, MA, but I don't know how long that might last. Ryan and I have talked about a project for a "fun" band. I am totally down, but I need everyone to be just as absolutely serious as I am, or rather, would like to be. The word Nashville has been since floating around in my head as a possibility if I don't feel like staying in Boston for another year. There's also the possibility of NYC. Regardless, I know wherever I go I need to be doing my music or I will be miserable. But then there's Kaitlin. I love love love her. But she's moving to Spain in the fall and currently has moved for another job in Martha's Vineyard. I want to be with her so bad. This is a confusing time. A swell of emotions floats through me with every question, with every thought and the only thing I now that's certain about my future is that I know nothing about it. Goodnight.